It has been 5 millenniums since I wrote in here but honestly you can’t blame me. Recently I had the opportunity to experience a life as a mother with a job.
This is how the story began.
My oldest sister separated from her husband thus she moved back in with my family along with her two daughters. So while I have a job, when I come home from work I have two nieces who loves to be around me. In addition, my nephew also likes to play with me. It cannot be helped, children simply love me and adults hate to love me.
Day in and day out, I’m working and caring for the children. They take my energy away and I have no strength left for anything else.
But I told myself that I’ll try to write in here more often now that things are settling in just fine.
As for my 2010 New Year Resolution, well it took a bit of effort for me to come up with one where I am pleased to have. Initially, my friends tell me it should be “find an occupation”. Though I do agree that’s a great one but somehow it doesn’t sit well with me. I feel that my resolution shouldn’t have to do with external factors but it should focus on myself and what’s inside.
My previous resolutions have been that way so I didn’t want to change the pattern. After a long weary profound thought, it came upon me.
The conclusion is that it should be: Finish what I start, especially my stories.
Perhaps it might sound lame to you because you might think, what’s so profound about that? A hem, you really don’t know how important creative writing is to me then. Writing to me is a form of freedom, it liberates and makes me feel a world of difference. Therefore I decided this year I’m going to focus on finishing my stories. My top priority will probably be my Cupid series, which I’m sure no one has heard of beside Peaceful (Amelia) but don’t worry when it’s all completed you’ll get to see it.
Hopefully I can keep to this promise.
